lost.

you are right here

right there

why can't i see you?

my shadow

i can smell you

i can hear you

you're not far at all

are you laughing?

smiling?

i can't see

you're not that far away

and i'm reaching out

in the wrong direction

just missing you

what is wrong with me?

like a dream

i am drawing you in my mind

are you real?

or just a memory

come to life?

is this your way

of telling me

i'm not good enough?

or is it

just me

telling myself?

i am getting

desperate

show yourself

let me see

let me know

could it be true?

has my time passed?

tell me

touch me

do something

please

before the clock runs out

and it's too late

put out your hand

let me touch you

let me feel you

touching me

i need to know

if you're real

or

is it

over

forever

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