gravity.

i saw you again

last night

in a dream

you were just

as beautiful

as you ever were

and i

was just

as ugly

i heard your voice

i could smell you

and i could swear

i saw colors

i don't know where

or when

it was

the only familiar

feeling

was that we were in

the same room

the only thing

that seemed real

was you

but i know better

i told you

that i love you

you tried

but you could not

say it to me

the same 

desperate feeling

i have

all the time

wanting you

needing you

knowing that

i cannot

and never will

have you

again

we never touched

not even one kiss

you smiled

i cried

and as i woke up

alone

all that was real

were the tears

rolling from my eyes

and off of

my chin

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