black hole.

it's almost time

has been

for a long time

it's tipping

i've always been lost

i have nothing to give

nothing to offer

that would keep you close

i never have

that's why i fail

that's why i lose

i've never known

anything else

no home

no love

no people

always a stranger

always strange

always alone

i think i'm being fair

you don't deserve this

neither do i

i think you know what i mean

i don't expect it to mean much

though

i don't expect you to care

at one time it was all i wanted

someone to care

even a little

someone to know

and understand

and be with me

but i see now

that i am too far away

and too far

away

in so many ways

and every day

the one thing that gets clearer

is that this black hole

that i live in

is exactly where

i belong

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