impending latency.

trying to see past today

a bigger picture

see if a path exists

that will break

the cycles

all the jagged

spiraling

as we fall through time

searching and hoping

for answers

for some kind of

future

letting the uncertainty

strip away our sanity

and beg us

to give in

and hide away

i'm not sure if i have

another try in me

makes me want to stay

present

so i may survive

so i may stay in touch

even just a little

if i withdraw again

i may just gray away

for good

i'm not sure

if that is what's best

for me

but it may not matter

at all

staying quiet

is difficult for me

unless i stay away

unless i disappear

i have nothing to say

that i haven't already said

and regretted

a thousand times

so perhaps

i should stop

repeating myself

and simply

let go

and be

alone

...