getting lost.

how much of what you say

do you actually mean?

how much is real?

i know

it's hard

to be honest

all the time...

mistake

after mistake...

how many apologies

will you make?

which is easier?

i know

you don't always

mean harm

if at all

but hiding behind the belief

that you just don't want

to cause pain,

makes very little sense.

the truth most often hurts

more than it doesn't

and i know

you are stronger than that

i have to think

that you simply

don't see it.

you've gotten too used

to taking the easy way

but it isn't any easier...

this is why

you always seem

unhappy

and confused

take time and think

of what you're doing.

this will not change

by itself.

it takes effort.

it takes strength.

you've got it,

so do it.

do you really want to know

what's happening around you?

do you really want to find out

how much control you have

over your own life?

practice brings improvement.

why do you think

that you must take

what you want?

when you can simply be honest

and sincere

and ask for it...
earn it...

it's not the world who's against you

it's you.

it is you.

no excuses.

no paranoid reasons.

i may know very little,

but this is simple.

keep wasting your breath

instead of using it,

and you'll continue to lose

time

truth

love

and your life.