feel.

as lonely as you feel

please

try to know

you are not alone

not ever

this feeling

of dead end road

of isolation

could never be

just for you

it hurts

yes

it is supposed to hurt

if it didn't

how much

would love mean?

to anyone?

this pain

among so many pains

balances out

our entire lives

you will never see again

any of the sights you've seen

the sounds you've heard

the times you've had

it will never be the same again

because those things are gone

forever

the shades

the rooms

the time and the date

will always be different

always

but...

you will

feel again

as you live

and breathe

you will feel

you may never think

that anything could change

but you couldn't stop it

as hard as you may ever try

how you live

how you hurt

how you love

how and who you are

now

and from each moment on

is guided by

feeling

all of your comforts

and ills

will be felt

that is how you will recognize

that is how you will decide

where to go

who you know

every little aspect

of all that you do

is based on how you feel

and though at times

you don't have much

control

you have so much more

than you could possibly

imagine

i hope you feel better

so

please

try

...