Saturday, July 7, 2012

feel.

as lonely as you feel
please
try to know
you are not alone
not ever
this feeling
of dead end road
of isolation
could never be
just for you
it hurts
yes
it is supposed to hurt
if it didn't
how much
would love mean?
to anyone?
this pain
among so many pains
balances out
our entire lives
you will never see again
any of the sights you've seen
the sounds you've heard
the times you've had
it will never be the same again
because those things are gone
forever
the shades
the rooms
the time and the date
will always be different
always
but...
you will
feel again
as you live
and breathe
you will feel
you may never think
that anything could change
but you couldn't stop it
as hard as you may ever try
how you live
how you hurt
how you love
how and who you are
now
and from each moment on
is guided by
feeling
all of your comforts
and ills
will be felt
that is how you will recognize
that is how you will decide
where to go
who you know
every little aspect
of all that you do
is based on how you feel
and though at times
you don't have much
control
you have so much more
than you could possibly
imagine
i hope you feel better
so
please
try
...

1 comment:

  1. To find love is the great human undertaking...and it's always complicated by our compulsions and unconscious patterns, to say nothing of issues of trust and control.

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