missing.

simple words

triggers

a feeling

washing over

but it's nothing like water

something is wrong

very wrong

and this feeling

could it be a warning?

or a sign

that things simply

aren't fitting into place

as they could be?

as they should be?

so much that is needed

and so painfully wanted

is missing

while so much useless garbage

is everywhere in this place

not just another rambling

about how unfair

how disturbing

life has become

but in it's way

a deep

desperate scream

for help

for change

change that seems

and feels

hopeless

and just out of control

hands cannot grasp

these things

minds cannot change them

either

it won't go away

it just won't go away

until it just

does

-

come to me

i need you

sweet sanity.

faithful and true

i beg of this life

to give me
yet another

chance

to find a way

to hold on

to move on

to get out

to get up

and take me

to wherever it may be

where my
heres
and
nows

make sense

and i can live

this static is too loud

and i am missing everything

because with the sound of static

comes the vision of white noise

the scent of burning wires

and the feeling of not belonging

inside my own skin

out there

somewhere

lies

my opportunity

to find my destiny

i must

find

you

before

it's

too

late

...